its always you

you had me at " Hello"

tears

dear blue ocean
i wish i could say whatever in my mind but i couldnt ...
i tried since couple weeks ago to write but everytime i hold my vaio tears drowning like stream so fast
arghhh wishin you here by my side ..

blue sky

The beauty of our relationship...

Dear Blue,

the beauty of our relationship is we always try to make each other laughing. too bad I'm not a good one to make a good joke to make u laugh.. that's why I'm so happy if I hear you laughing. I'm not a good laughter either actually, but yess you always make me laugh.

the unique of our relationship is, yes we never had a time to see each other. and so many time we try to make us separate and say good bye. yet, we always come back. seems like we are bound.

I'm happy to hear the spirit in your message. That's all I care for you. I just want you to happy. Just think about the beauty of being life, never think about we're gonna die some day. It will come definitely at the end. But like you said, it is not important to talk about it. Thank God you have so many friends who give you attention that much. And I'm glad if you think that I am one of those who support you, the way I did... Let's live forever, and think only about how to fill our life with something good.

So many things I'd like to share with you, to make us be a better one every day.

Cheer up. Live it up. Never let the flame goes off, bcos life is too precious to be abandon, honey.

I'll be seing you, in our horizon. As usual, with lots of hug,,

-blue ocean

Have we been thru that long?

Dear Blue,

I just read again our horizon after some times.

Did you notice that this horizon is already over 5 years exist? Never realize it, huh? Since the first time we wrote here on July 2005, we suppose to celebrate it last July 2010 when it reached to the 5th anniversary... Hmm, it actually already 8 years if we count when the first time we met at KG, remember?

Blue,

What happen between us?

When I decide to turn off my existence from your page, at the same time I lose contact from u. You seemed to be dissappeared..

Yesterday,

I went through my phone's address book to search some one's phone no... Flashly I read your name on it, and I was wondering where u are and how r u doing. Then half an hour later, I went to take pray Tarawih at the mosque in Bintaro sektor 1. Again I was wondering where you are, cos I know that you live near by.. there some where.

You know what?

This afternoon, you shock me up when all suddent I got your sms!

"Hai, blue how is life with you? I do hope life treat u well... I pray we could have the high blessing of Holy Ramadhan"

It happens again...!!

Every time I think of you, then we're connecting again..

Did you texted me that afternoon because you think about me? Did you feel anything last night?

Blue,

The reason I didn't text you for quite some time is because I dont want to disturb you. Since the last time I heard about you're getting married, I was so happy for that. Really am!! And I guess I better off of our horizon and your life as well, for some moment, to let you have your wonderful life,,

Thanks again for reminding me of the password so that I can post some thing again in this horizon, the place that we always longing for to meet.. to touch our soul.. to ease our thirsty.

Something I usually love to do.. express my feeling towards you

Just like what I am feeling right now, after some moments we turn our horizon off..

Glad to have you back,,, blue

-Blue ocean-