Dream and dream

if dream is reflecting what inside our mind,

then i can see it is definitely clear..

that i miss you

cos i met you in my dream... again

i never ask for it, nor think about u so bad

so you can come into it

but yeah you always on my mind

fill out my thought, my head..

but though all that matters happenned,

i always trying to deny about this feeling

and trying to let it all gone and dissappear

i never care even just to say hello to you

and say whatever i wanna say

write so many things i wanna write

i choose being silent like a sleeping ocean

i can see this is the reason why i dream about you

again and again

clearly means, i do also miss you

and about another dream, about the kiss

let me say that it's been done already

without we have to cross the border

the smooth line that we do always respect about it

let say that it's been done when i close my eyes

and fill all my wilder thought with nothing but you

with a beautiful smile that i always care about

and the eyes that always able to melting whatever its freezing in my soul

its been done!

i kiss you in my dream

i got your lips in my freedom mind

and i'm gonna keep it there, that wish.. that promise!

to spurs my spirit in reaching one goal to another,

as it works for me :)

i'm gonna keep you well informed

gonna keep you in touch!

see u in the next goal, blue sky

love,

blue ocean

I always want u too, blue

i may not be able to touch your eyes to dry your tears

i may not be able to hear your unspoken words as I'm not God

all i can do is let your tears touching my skin

and gather with all my tremble

singing the song of blue, about you and i

staring each other between the distance

missing each one only for a one hug, just one hug

as i have no wings to fly me up and reach you way up there

so pls come down and lay down deep inside my shore

drowning into the sea of my unspoken feeling towards u

that always sounds... i miss u

cos i always want u too, blue sky

love,

blue ocean

all i want is you

tears flowin like a river
words spinning aroung in my head but cant be spoken
all i want is you to hold me ...

Blue
let me drowning in your deep blue sea

AJ

de promised

My Dearest Blue ....
I`m glad you could reach one of your destination and prepare for next one
now I`m wondering how could i keep de promised ...........
uhmmm
many things we should been consider before we decided to cross de border .
please think again will you ..

Blue ...
at this very moment
I really need you to be with me in our shore
I wanna lay down
feel de warmt and drowning in beauty of deep blue ocean
let me stay there forever ...


Missing you
AJ

Someday

Blue ....
Not all love stories end with "...and they live happily ever after."
Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control.
We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others.
We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains.

Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk.
It's something we can't control, something we had to live up.
Goodbye doesn't always mean forever...

There will always be a place and time where
questions will be answered,
words will be spoken,
letters will be read,
poems will be recited in the night,
songs will be sung in harmony,
love will be expressed in solitude
and promises will be fulfilled

Somewhere.
Somehow.
Someday."

If

if words can describe what i feel inside towards you, i'm gonna write a song about how i feel everytime i spend my time in loneliness. but unfortunately i'm not a song writer nor my words can't describe it. so i let all my feelings fly with a wind with a hope they will touch your ear

if color and shape can express what i keep inside about you, i'm gonna paint a certain color with a certain shape that may say how much i miss u, each time i drowned in another solitude. but i'm not a painter nor ain't got a color and shape to figure it out. so i let this feelin' getting blur in the darkness, with a hope you can see this picture in your sleep.

if i may say with one plain and simple line to express millions of my desire about you, then let me say... I really miss U, with a hope that you can hear it without hesitate. Cos i do miss u so much

* blue ocean*

i really miss you

kau gelorakan lagi riak-riak,
menjadi ombak,
menyeruak.. bergejolak.

kau usik lagi rindu
yang sempat tidur,
menggeliat bangkit
lari berpacu…
dan menderu

menggapai biru langitmu

I really miss U

* blue ocean*

Only You ...

Blue Sky
you never know.. how often i think off you..
and i drowning in my imagination with you in my mind
just you!

i can feel i touch you
i can feel our hand in hand together
dancing with a very slow music playing around us
i whisper your name
whisper again and again so i can feel you more closer
i really miss you ...... blue sky ...


* just us *

our imagination

Blue
i dream of u here with me
with nothin on but our imagination

de moment
between bali - jakarta

desire

touch me ...
feel me ...
love me ....

de moment of our togetherness

" Hold on my heart "

Blue ocean
Whenever you want me to
Whenever you call I will be there
Yes I will be there

-Blue Sky -

a feeling to love

bluesky
ajarkan saya bagaimana mencintai kamu dengan sempurna
ajarkan saya bagaimana bisa memelukmu dengan lembut
ajarkan saya menyentuh bibir kamu, bukan dalam impian
ajarkan saya mewujudkan semua rasa menjadi nyata




Middle of our convo in lovely afternoon

* blueocean *

De Feeling

fOr tHe sTArS tHaT sPArKLinG iN thE nIghT...

i love you, t... ups, blue sky

-blue ocean-

do you know...

a short note to blue ocean:





do you know that i always miss u?

- blue sky -

A short note to the blue sky

adakah pernah kau sadari
nyanyi laut yang mengalun pada hempasan riak ombak
memecah di pantai sebagai jerit keputus-asaan
ketika pucuk-pucuk buihnya
sia-sia menggapai birumu di batas cakrawala

adakah pernah kau resapi
gemerayap riak gemawan
yang tak pernah mampu menyentuhmu
sebagai butir-butir kerinduanku
yang memuai lalu beku dan menggumpal
kukirimkan untuk menyapamu
agar kau mau sesaat singgah memelukku yang kini resah -


14 Agustus 2007
Blue Ocean

cakrawala rindu

Blue Ocean
siang ini kembali kau nyanyikan lagu lagu kesunyian saat kita memadu rindu ..
Kau ungkap kesendirianmu dalam menjalani hari demi hari
memandangku jauh tinggi diatas bersama rembulan..

Blue Ocean
adakah kau tahu bahwa walau kita terpisah oleh jarak ruang dan waktu
tetapi hati kita selalu satu ?
aku selalu bersama mu dibatas cakrawala rindu ?

Jangan pernah merasa sendiri
Jangan pernah merasa sepi
karena cintaku tumbuh ,mengalir berdenyut didalam nadimu


kekasihmu
Blue Sky

K e k a s i h

disaat laraku
Kau panggil aku " k e k a s i h " ,,
kau hibur jiwaku dengan kata kata indahmu
kau menatap mataku dan berkata
"Buang airmatamu.. "
"Aku kau bahagia selamanya...'
"Aku hanya terdiam,
menitikkan air mata,
bertanya dalam hati,
" Blue Ocean Mengapa Kau bukan " d i a "??"

* bluesky*
moment @ mmc hospital

I miss you

hi dearest
let me tell you a story, about my dream last night..
I met some one in my dream
I saw her at a glance.. just a flashing of shadowing face
In my dream, I feel like I was riding my motorbike, ride to a place that seems so far far away.
A place that I’ve never seen before.

I met some one there…..
Yeah ..Some one I really wanna see for a very long time
But ....you know what, even in my dream,
I can’t fullfill my thirsty to see her face
I can only see her in just a very short moment..
I was passing by a place (in that dream) which I feel that it was her house,
a place for her to hide..
I saw her face in a flash ..
I cant stop and entering that house, no matter how hard I wanna go in
Then I turn back and go back to my place
(still in my dream)

Oh, I remember one thing now..
I saw many layer of silk hanging down from the ceiling
It was dancing by the wind blow
I remembered that I’d once entering that house
Walking down to the terrace which all the seeing things made by wood
It seems like a cabin with a country style
The furnitures..
The teak pillars..
The place seems so empty. I tried to find that face everywhere, but she’d gone



Then I turn go back to my place, all sudden I got a package
She sent me some kind of two things.
I feels like a sim card that we use for our mobile phone..
The package said that she wants me to call her as we’ve been so silent for a quite long time..

Funny thing is (in that dream), I know that she knew my favorit music
I heard a jazz mucis playing around in that dream, came from that package..
Oh, yeah, I got a rip of paper.. with a note...
It was her complaining that why I didn’t come and see her in her place, infact I’ve already been travelling so far to visit her place.
Why didn’t I see her? She wrote that in the message..
Then I awoke up.. dream had gone
But it was you that I suddenly remembering off
Because, it was you some one in that dream, blue sky..
its true
I remember you this morning, with a strong feeling about you
And then, I surprised that when I open my email I got a notice that you posted something in our diary..
So i read what you've posted in there..
How come????


Seems like we have the same thought
You said u miss me
And at the same time, i do missing you here
I was riding my motorbike this morning with you in my head
All sudden I really wanna see you, blue sky
I wanna talk to you not the way we were ‘talking’
Thru the words we wrote, thru the words we read
Thru the thoughts we shared
I know that you knew that I really wanna touch you not the way we’ve been touching each other..
Thru the words we share, touching each other in our mind..
In our thought……..
You said that u miss me
I miss you also, blue sky

I miss the moment that I stand in front of you
Touching your face, your eyes, your lips, your hair
Standing right before your very eyes..
I really wanna see you, the whole you
In time you are happy or sad
I really wanna know that either you’re laugh or cry, I see it with my very own eyes
Not thru the words that I read in the monitor
Like I am doing now.. reading what you’ve already posted.
Thru the diary we share together…
Cos, you know.. I think about you this morning, last nite in my dream, and the day before…
and so many days before

I miss you, so much..

love
*blue ocean*

missing you

dearest my blue ocean
its been a while we dont share our feelings
but i do hope you always know that im never leave you
actualy ............................................
i needed you
yeah
but ...
no words could say to you
my lips is lock..
i couldnt do anythin
its too painfull deep inside of me

i know u always say that
i could lean on you anytime
but ...........................
i dunno
i couldnt do anythin beside missing you

missing you
* blue sky*

Thank You ..........

Dear Blue Ocean
been a while that I come to visit you again in here
cause for some moment I need time to be all alone in my shore
I knew ..yeah
I knew actually You never let me be all alone
Tears flowin when You said wanna be with me in da hospital
You wanna be there with me not only my family
You willing to spend time to comfort me too
Thank You Blue ocean
I knew your love is very true
I knew your sincere
I knew your heart isnt a stone
I knew you have feeling too but forgive me until now that i couldnt give what i ve already promised ..
its not blank promised
someday i will make up to you at the end of your journey ..

love
Blue Sky@ Kingdom