The promise..

Dear Blue Sky,
Remember the time when you promise me something?
You said that you'll give me a special reward if I wanna go back to school and finish my study? You might probably forgot about that promise.. Now, let me re-fresh your memory. It was a year ago precisely in the ramadhan fasting period.. I could never forget your promise after since. I keep in my mind that I have to earn that 'special reward'.. So, if I am now going back to school and start to continue my study, it is not only a matter of having a title.. degree or whatever it is.. Honestly, what I concern at most is.. the reward. I just want you to know that I want to have that reward so bad.. But I wont take it freely, bcos.. nggak seru, ah! Now, I'm gonna enjoy the journey to get 'that'





Wish me luck, okay? Hey, come one.. be fair and wish me luck.. :)
Hmm, I think it will help me alot if you would remind me everymonth.. where is this journey going to end.. :))

Gonna miss u as well...

With love, Blue Ocean

Your last email and the reply from me :)

Dear Blue Sky,
I wont ruin the happiness surrounding you rite now as you are planning to do a big-big-big thing in your life. No, I wont! What I wrote in my reply is also completely true. I am happy for you, I do mean it.
But, if you think that I dont feel something with this 'crack' in our relationship, I must say that it is wrong. I do. I felt something. I felt that some day we could never meet again, even in the horizon, as we always did. And I know for sure that.. when it is come, I'm gonna feel lonely as I cant talk to you any longer.





I'm glad that eventhough you're gonna enter that zone, you will not leave me alone. So, I'll gonna do the same if you ask me too.. I would be here for you.
B'cos I love you.


Love,
Blue Ocean