Thank You ..........

Dear Blue Ocean
been a while that I come to visit you again in here
cause for some moment I need time to be all alone in my shore
I knew ..yeah
I knew actually You never let me be all alone
Tears flowin when You said wanna be with me in da hospital
You wanna be there with me not only my family
You willing to spend time to comfort me too
Thank You Blue ocean
I knew your love is very true
I knew your sincere
I knew your heart isnt a stone
I knew you have feeling too but forgive me until now that i couldnt give what i ve already promised ..
its not blank promised
someday i will make up to you at the end of your journey ..

love
Blue Sky@ Kingdom

You dont Have any reason to be jealous

dear blue ocean
in our convo this afternoon you said about "jealousy "
u dont have too ...
u dont have to be jealous w anyone
anybody
cause " ur place" couldnt be replace with anyone ..

i knew we only meet in our horizon but
everytime we are together is only us noone else
u and me could share every little thing in our life
our faith
our peacefullness ..
even our deepest fear ...
Blue , U are the source of comfortness
my destination when i need shoulder to cry on and a place that i share my happiness too
Might be i dont express much about my feelings to you but
it doesnt not mean that i dont put attention to you or this blog
I always love you too Blue in a very special way ..
dont ever worry about that

miss you too

Blue Sky

Love is in the air...

Dear Blue Sky
Do you know why i call u blue sky?
B'cos blue is the color of love.. For me, blue is the representative of the feeling of love.
When i'm falling in love, it'll automaticly drivin' me crazy abt blue color..
I change my desktop into blue, i pick color of blue for my tape dispenser..I feel so blue.. B'cos i am fallin in love.
And you? You are the one who make me fall in love..
All you thought, your email, your poem, your pm, your sms, your feeling toward me..
your attention to me.. the way you talk, the way you laugh.. even the way you think..
your smart.
Everything.....
But sadly i can't reach you bcos your place is too high..


You are some where in the height.
You are some one I can only see.
You are some one whose appear in my mind everytime i see the sky,no matter it is daylight or in the nite.
You are the one i always thought each time i see the sky.the sky with the color of blue, the color that i love so much. the color of my heart.
And that's the story how i call u blue sky.. The call that i've never used before for some one else.. B'cos you're so special.

Last sunday i went to a mall and stop by at MM Juice to have late lunch..
You know what? i found on the beverages menu a drink they call it the Blue Sky..
I ordered one. The taste was good.It was sour-sop juice mixed with Pepsi Blue.
So you can imagine how the taste it was, huh? :)
I smiled.Apparently, i can see you everywhere.
Hm, how can i ever forget about you, lover?I know I can't, no matter what..
However, i would never forget you because somehow
You,AJ are my Blue Sky...

You are some one with whom I've ever wonder to be part of.
You are my Blue Sky, some one with whom i've ever fall in love with..
You are my Blue Sky, the one with whom i could open up myself and tells you what i feel, how i feel.. who i am in the past, my sadness, my misery, my painfull childhood.
You are the one with whom I could feel so comfort to let myself drowning in to your hug and let myself being a child who miss the tease.
The one i could never ask to some one else.
Do you know why I call you Blue Sky? Simply because I love you...


Love,
Blue Ocean

Nyanyian pantai laut biru.

Seseorang pernah bertanya padaku, seperti apa gerangan pantai yang bernyanyi.
Aku tak menjawabnya, selain melayangkan seutas senyum.Memang tak perlu kujawab karena ia memang tak memerlukan jawaban. Juga tak perlu kuterangkan, karena ia bukanlah laut. Juga bukan pasir-pasir yang menjejali batas antara daratan dan lautan.
Cukuplah bagiku untuk mengetahui nyanyian pantai dengan bahasa yang kumengerti sendiri, dengan telingaku sendiri.
Karena akulah lautan biru, sedang pantai adalah bagian dari jiwaku.
Maka ketika aku mendengarkan nyanyian pantai, sesungguhnya itu adalah bagian dari suara jiwaku. Nyanyian pantai adalah nyanyianku.

Barangkali ada nun jauh disana, di ketinggian yang tak pernah dapat kujangkau,
seseorang yang menggantungkan jiwanya di langit biru.
Seseorang dengan siapa aku bisa berbagi rasa,bernyanyi bersama, saling bersahutan lewat bahasa yang sama di cakrawala. Bahasa yang diwakili oleh satu warna.
Biru.



Kedalamanku adalah ketinggiannya. Biruku adalah pulasan warna yang dia pantulkan dari kebiruannya. Maka jika aku membiru, seperti itu pulalah jiwanya.
Dan ketika ia kelabu, maka suram pulalah jiwaku.Kelam dan kelabu.

Dan jika seseorang bertanya seperti apa nyanyian pantai, maka itu berarti dia memang tak bisa memahami aku.
Dan memang aku tak pernah berharap seseorang akan bisa memahami jiwaku.
Karena cukup bagiku menatap jauh di ketinggian langit biru, dan memintanya untuk berkaca di biru lautku, dan aku yakin seketika ia akan bisa memahami aku.
Mendengar nyanyianku. Nyanyian pantai laut biru.