You have a great way to love some one...

Dear Skyblue,

Setiap pagi, ketika aku terjaga dan melihat ke jendela tatkala hari menjelang terang, aku selalu terbawa pada suatu kesadaran dimana kau selalu menjadi bagian dari kesadaran itu. Aku mengingatmu. Kuinginkan atau tidak, sel-sel memori di benakku selalu mengirimkan sinyal isyarat yang lalu kuartikan sebagai sebuah nama, satu sosok, seseorang.. yang mengarah pada dirimu. Aku tahu bahwa kamu selalu ada buatku. Tahu sekali.

I just want u to know that I do care for u. I do know that you'll stand beside me and helping me to overcome my problems. I know. If I choose not to share my problems with you, it just because I am trying to be tough. I do appreciate it, so much..

Kamu memang special, skyblue. The way you treat people is uncomparable. You have a great heart to love some one. When I realize that you put me in that very special place, I can't find any other word to describe it except.. being honoured. I'm flattered, off course. You just shown me what the meaning of.. love conquer everything.

And if I have a chance to come to your place in a such height.. I know I will say this without a hesitate.. I love you.

Remember, when we talk on the phone while you were in the car on your way home, I once said.. 'I love you'.. It because I can't stand the feeling grows in me when we know each other more and more.. I can't stand to keep it any while longer.. Your thought, your oh-so-lovely voice, your oh-so-crispy laugh, your vision, your 'aks.. I can not make my self forget all of you.. No matter how hard I want it so.

Now, I want u to know that you always have me too.. I wont go from the point I stand right now. My ocean will always available for your blue.. As we are aware that this relationship is gonna make as be better, then why should we switch the mode is off? 'Available mode will always on'.. Maybe we also have to switch the 'caution mode is on' at the certain time :) But the point is, we're always be a digital diary one to another..

As we can meet in the horizon at an uncertain time, then let us make it a very special time when it comes.. A time to share the blue, a time to care each other that I just wanna love you...

Yours,
Oceanblue